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演讲库 / 1972-04-18

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Class - Advanced

日期:1972-04-18地点:Los Angeles, CA

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...Tonight we are going to discuss a special subject, my consciousness and my control over my consciousness, which is very typical, very delightful, but delicate subjects we are going to touch.

……今晚我们要讨论一个特别的主题,我的意识以及我对意识的掌控,这是非常典型、非常令人愉悦,但又很微妙的主题,我们要触及它。

I personally feel that we are now ready for this kind of subject and we'll go into it. And what I am going to add with it is certain practical experience which will open you up to your more dimensions.

我个人觉得,我们现在已经准备好进入这类主题了,我们就深入进去。我还要加上一些实际的体验,它会为你打开你更多的维度。

I have to tell you one thing there is a one area where I do not agree with anybody and that is very painful to most of the spiritual teachers also. I am a very accommodating man, very loving, I can go all the way I don't care and I am very carefree man. But there is a one area where I am very uptight, that is my polarity, I am very negative, I am absolutely gross and very rigid.

我必须告诉你一件事,有一个领域我跟谁都不一致,这对大多数灵性老师来说也很痛苦。我是个很随和的人,很有爱,我可以一路走下去,我不在乎,我是个很无忧无虑的人。但有一个领域我非常紧绷,那就是我的极性,我非常负面,我绝对粗重,而且非常僵硬。

You say how come? But that is truth. My flexibility, my love, my patience, my tolerance, my communication, my sacrifice must have equal balance to produce my existence.

你说怎么会这样?但这是真的。我的灵活、我的爱、我的耐心、我的宽容、我的沟通、我的牺牲,必须同等平衡,才能产生我的存在。

Now if you want to understand this I am going to give my example tonight. Because let me put my skeleton before you rather than giving stories. You can imagine it imaginary or real doesn't matter, but it is just for example.

现在如果你想理解这一点,今晚我就拿我自己做例子。因为让我把我的骨架摆在你面前,而不是讲故事。你可以把它想象成虚构的或真实的,都无所谓,这只是举例。

My existence is my polarity, as everybody's existence is his polarity, positive and negative, both. As I am positive, equally I am negative. If I say I am totally positive I am speaking a conscious lie, I am telling a conscious lie and I want to cover up a reality and I am putting a bait to you. I am forcing you to believe me and that is not true. Because in my consciousness there is a support and support is a equal negative attitude of my life and equal positive attitude of my life. There are two balance scales which balance the very rhythm of my life. No person who has any relationship with any kind of consciousness should ever deny this. Now are you willing to agree or not?

我的存在就是我的极性,就像每个人的存在就是他的极性,正面和负面,两者都有。我有多正面,我就同等有多负面。如果我说我完全正面,我就是在说一个清醒的谎,我在说一个清醒的谎,我想掩盖一个真相,我在给你下饵。我在逼你相信我,而那不是真的。因为在我的意识里有一个支撑,而这个支撑就是我生命中同等的负面态度和同等的正面态度。有两台天平在平衡我生命的节奏。任何与任何一种意识有关系的人,都不该否认这一点。现在你愿不愿意同意?

Whosoever denies it cannot be a real person and shall never reach God consciousness. Now I will leave you to yourself and judge how many times you curtail your chances to be God consciousness, when you pretend you are great or you are holy and you try to shield that negative part of you, which is equally essentially as positive part of you. So long a person does not represent he as he in totality, he is a cheat of the worst type because he is a self cheat, he doesn't cheat anybody else. All sicknesses, all shallownesses, all unhappinesses, all pains, all miseries are the outcome of one source that is keeping the negativity to yourself. And presenting out the positivity it means you are presenting something which you are not, you are holding which you should not. You know how much consumption of the nervous system is consumed by this kind of behavior? Have you ever thought of it? You can't even imagine. In psychology they call it let out.

谁否认它,谁就成不了真正的人,也永远到不了神的意识。现在我把你交给你自己,你去判断:你有多少次削减了自己进入神的意识的机会——当你假装自己很伟大、很神圣,试图遮住自己身上那个负面的部分,而它和正面的部分一样必不可少。一个人只要不把自己完整地呈现为自己,他就是最恶劣的骗子,因为他是自欺,他骗不了别人。所有的疾病、所有的狭隘、所有的不快乐、所有的痛苦、所有的苦难,都出自同一个源头,那就是把负面留给自己。把正面呈现出来,就意味着你在呈现一个你并不是的东西,你在抓住你不该抓住的东西。你知道这种行为消耗掉多少神经系统吗?你想过吗?你根本想象不到。心理学里管它叫「释放」。

(Student's laughter)

(学生的笑声)